This morning I will be jumping on a bus and then a subway train to get to my office to work until approx. 3:00pm... only to get back on the subway, onto the bus and home.....to finish packing, load the car with presents, food, wine (and more wine), dog and dog paraphernalia, stop at grocery store to purchase organic cream and then drop a present of at wee Jack's house. By then I may need to turn back as I will have forgotten something at home. But I really need it and so I go back home and then head up Black Creek Dr. towards the 400 hwy.
Feeling very stressed, as I have been for the past 38 days, and nurturing a very stressed neck and head I do need to stop, breath, reflect, smile and realize that my life is going to change so dramatically that all of the above is nothing but a moment in time.
I can't wait to be in Vientam and meeting Lily -My Yen for the very first time. How will she be feeling with this strange person. Will she be checking me out, wondering who this person is with crazy hair like herself. It will be a perfect moment in a not so perfect world. All the worry of the past will be just that as I will be presented with new worries of a different kind. Worries that are golden, that get to perculate over time. Worries that nothing but a cuddle or a few coos can take away.
I wonder what you will be doing on the Eve of Christmas sweet Lily? I know you are very well loved at VT and the Angels above will watch over you. And just think next year at this time you will most likely be walking and talking. We will be at my sister's house in the country and you will be staring up at a great big tree with lots of pretty lights on it. Charlotte will be playing tug of war with your favortie stuffed teddy and mamma will be enjoying the moment with her camera close by.
So here is getting into and through the Christmas holidays with great coffee, food and wine and visions of my sugar plum Lily dancing through my head.
Merry Christmas Everyone!! xxoo
Feeling very stressed, as I have been for the past 38 days, and nurturing a very stressed neck and head I do need to stop, breath, reflect, smile and realize that my life is going to change so dramatically that all of the above is nothing but a moment in time.
I can't wait to be in Vientam and meeting Lily -My Yen for the very first time. How will she be feeling with this strange person. Will she be checking me out, wondering who this person is with crazy hair like herself. It will be a perfect moment in a not so perfect world. All the worry of the past will be just that as I will be presented with new worries of a different kind. Worries that are golden, that get to perculate over time. Worries that nothing but a cuddle or a few coos can take away.
I wonder what you will be doing on the Eve of Christmas sweet Lily? I know you are very well loved at VT and the Angels above will watch over you. And just think next year at this time you will most likely be walking and talking. We will be at my sister's house in the country and you will be staring up at a great big tree with lots of pretty lights on it. Charlotte will be playing tug of war with your favortie stuffed teddy and mamma will be enjoying the moment with her camera close by.
So here is getting into and through the Christmas holidays with great coffee, food and wine and visions of my sugar plum Lily dancing through my head.
Merry Christmas Everyone!! xxoo
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